Hi.

Yep, still here.

I’m actually in Southampton at this present moment in time. Southampton Library to be exact. Just joined. (My Hampshire Library Card wasn’t good enough!) I have a couple of hours before I need to be at the Nuffield again and though it was about time I blogged.

I am coming to the end of a really shitty down. At least I hope it’s nearly the end. Been down for 13 days now and to be honest there have been a few times in the last couple of weeks where I’ve been in the unfortunate postion of having to stare at the clouds from that open doorway of my depressing tower block – as mentioned previously. Rather more than I would have liked as this down has been a bad one.

Ironic then that my last up, which lasted for a record breaking 16 days, was the best I’d had in over five years. I’d actually felt I was having a life. It was brilliant. A completely different feeling. A feeling of confidence; of knowing that everything was going to be okay and that I could enjoy the last 6/10′s of my life. (I am going to live ’til a hundred if it kills me!)

Oh well. My brain’s seizing again. Can’t think what I want to say. Maybe I’ll try again tomorrow.